random shortness

Hm..I'm trying to keep up with this alittle more, just to vent...

Have you ever noticed how music can enhance a mood you're in? Like, I listen to alot of love songs and sad music...Maybe that's why I'm always so depressed >_o; It's like I have a certain view in my head of the way things are suppose to be, yet they never seem to go that way. I live in a fantasy world ~_~

Anyways, I have work again next week =D This is awesome. If I keep getting little jobs like this that are only two days a week I should be able to afford to go see Scott and actually have the time to go for four or five days ^_^ Way better than just two days. I would be highly disapointed if that's all the time I got to spend with him. Though the money situation in general pretty much sucks...I'll only be getting around $120 a week...meh. It will take me a few weeks to have enough to go. I was really hoping to have a car to go there with...But I won't -.- And I'll have to take a bus, it's cheaper than going by plane. Ah well...

So let's talk about a few things that have been making a bit depressed besides that.

Even though I probably said something about them in the last blog.

Okay, so I've always had alot of guy friends, I don't get along with girls so well. So yeah..I've had alot of guys hitting on me and what not and it's just getting really fucking annoying. It's like, god, seriously, back off -_- Everyone knows I'm taken so I just feel like it's disrespectful. Ya Know?

But yeah. okay. I decided against talking about it for now. I'm busy. So yeah. Post again laterz =D Ciao.

Past the Point of No Return

Has your head ever been cluttered with different thoughts that you couldn't even think? Mine is. Meh. I'm so rediculously stressed out about things that do and don't matter. I'm too young to be so worried about different things.

Anyways, I'm just pretty much sitting here listening to songs from Andrew Lloyd Webber's Phantom of the Opera. I like the music n_n I pretty much just love Symphony music ^___^ It's so soothing...at least I think so. I really need to start digging out some old musicals...Hey. I'm a classy girl u_u

So yeah, I work tomorrow. Thank. God. Seriously. I needs me some dollars. ahaha. So yeah. It's only for two days supposidely. I really should be home right now asking/begging my mother to drive me to the whereabouts of this place so I can find it in the morning. I have to be there at nine. Honestly, I don't even know exactly what time of work it is. So yeah. I really should get these detals ahead of time. Ah well. Stuff happens. Really. So anyways...

Scott's coming to the USA =DDD I'm pretty excited about it. I'm just hoping I'll be able to spend more time with him than just a weekend. u.u; I know that would be quite disapointing to him. Plus, like, yeah. I want to. ^_^ He really is great, I just wish he wouldn't be all non-shalant er whatever when I talk to him ._.; Or when I say certain things. I guess that's just what I get for not saying it for a few months. I just get confused sometimes...And I don't like saying things unless I really feel them, ya know? Plus when you do say it it just makes it all the more special ^o^ *sigh* Anyways...Yeah...

I finished Elfen Lied today. It was good...Not nearly as messed up as School Days however. It's insane. Seriously. Watch it. ahaha. I was about to spoil it slightly but than I backspaces >D EVIL ME, HUH? Guess you'll just have to watch it. Btw. People. Look up "When I'm not near the girl I love" from the musical Finian's Rainbow. I love that movie clip. It's cute. For an old movie. Still love it.

So yeah, also..I'm on an all veggie-fruit diet. Even though I just cheated alittle bit on it >_> I won't go into detail on the cheating though. ahahaha. I'm trying ^_^ Only drinking green tea and water..mostly green tea though. I really really would like some meat something right now. Seriously. Btw, how the hell do people wear those ear headphone thingies? They hurt my little ears ;_; Ah well. That's what I get for having small features ._.; I say they're cute =DDD Oh oh, I get to stop by Brandon's work today and get a samich. Hooray for Samiches! =DD Frickin' special super awesomeness! ^_^ Ahaha..So yeah...

Anyways. I have my license now. Also my GED. I got a really good score on it too ^_^ Hopefully I'll be starting college within the next year. That'd be sweet. Not looking like the fall though, unfortunetly. u.u; Ahwell, I'm done ^_^

What TYPE are you? HAHAHAH

well...Do you ever get sick of the same font all the time?

I do..

So yeah. I'm in trade school class stuff today.

Basically all I do is practice typing for now, since I'm lazy.

I got 93 wpm today...

I don't think that 'technically' I'm suppose to blog durring class time...

But, hey, I'm practicing, aren't I =D?

Totally Fair.

So yeah, that crazy psycho stalker bitch that beat me up over the summer?

Yeah, she's back.

She showed up...I think it was Friday.

She was with two other boys, who were pounding on my door...

I didn't anser n_n

So yeah, I called the police and while they police man was there....

My sister informed me they had also been out back just a few moments before.

Yeah...

So the police man didn't see them.

Which means...

Nothing happened.

However, I have seen them drive by in a truck a few times since.

How creepy is that? Would you want to deal with that?

I think not.

So I feel pretty awesome today...

Considering I'm okay with all this shit going on around me...

By the way.

There is alot more than just this.

I just don't feel like telling you.

Why?

Nunya xD...

Such a dumb word, but it works ^_^

So yeah, I don't really feel like typing much else...

Besides,

I need to catch a bus.

Dum-de-dum

Meh. I'm so rediculously bored right now...there's never anything to do....wtc man...wtc....

So yeah, anyways...I had mail* to send out today n_n Yep...Finally got off my ass and did something...

*note: It always takes me weeks to send something I say I'm going to normally.

So yeah...I did it within days of saying I was going to ^_^ Though it did take me weeks to get the pictures I said I was going to get >_> Hahahahaa....Always a procrastinator ^^;; Oh well, it's done now, so does it really matter how long it took? Hope you don't drop me for being ugly, you know who you are >_o;

So anyways, I don't really have much to say today, thusly why I'm using the larger font then what's normal for me....Filler =DDDD!

I started reading 'Breakfast of Champions' last night. It's pretty good =D I should have expected that though, seeing as where the recommendation came from n_n Good guy, good guy...besides the him-being-a -dick part. o.O Yep.

So yeah, I really should do that stupid article for the paper this weekend...or at least start it today at some point....I was sick this morning, thusly why I'm not in school...but I'm fine now o_O I think I didn't want to go so badly to the point where I made myself think I was sick...I think that is pretty possible, since most things seem to be mental anyways.....ya know? Like it being cold outside when it's prefectly fine...I mean, ya know? MENTAL. Except when it really is cold and your cold..that is fine....but those people..I mean, that have the air conditioner on all year round...COME ON! It's freezing ;_; Leave the weather be...just...seriously, layer DOWN. . . . .

On another note, I'm happy today ^_^ And beautiful....and cozy....my shirt looks nice...Neil, you can keep that fucking shirt, I found better O_o...no..wait...I still want it back -_-.. Not that you'll ever see this anyways...maybe I should have used a smaller font after all...seeing as I'm way too talkative..I should stop at this point....

Why

I don't understand why....why....

My PS2 controllers have stopped working on me....
...No more StarOcean...

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...It's just not fair...
...It's just not right...
...There was no warning...
...Now I cannot fight...

...The loss of this game...
...It was a premature end...
...I have nothing to do...
...So a message I send...

...Mother just please...
...Replace this thing...
...It would make me so happy...
...I would most surely sing...

That was ghey. Yep. So point is....
I need to borrow someone elses controller...
I really need to level up my characters ;_;
Help?
Please?

So yeah, bored until then...
Also..
I need sex.
Still.

Orange is such an up-beat color.

Well, ya see now...I don't really have anything to write about today...so I'll just post what I ate yesterday =D woo...shitty unintentional rhyme.

I ate...:

Turkey, ha dur.
Mashed Tatoes.
Stuffing.
Corn.
Something Squash o_O
Sweet Potatoes.
Key Lime Pie.
Various Bread Substances.

Yep. I think that pretty much covers it.

So yeah, Useless Informations indeed.

My day was pretty boring. I watched some weird movie that had something to do with pedophiliac incest. Yup. Interesting, and some girl who pretends to be deaf killed the girl's father who had been doing his daughter. Fun times o_O I was like...huh.

That sums up my day. Sex would be really nice right now. Please? =D??

I wonder if Scott is ever going to call me or reply to my last message.... >_> Well?

So yep, happy peoples, I hope you enjoyed your holiday. Maybe someone will call me today, besides Brandon. Brandon's like my bestest guy bud thing, but common, I need other human interation. ... ... . ...Though I would enjoy some Dynasty Warriors today, but I doubt he has time before work. Also, I turned down his invite to McDonals. Sorry, but I have left-overs :\ Bai.

You know after I posted that last post I got beat up but a few moments later? Yeah...sweet huh? Anyways....So yeah =D

Life is okay, I'm in school. fun fun fun... I really want to read "The Plague"; it actually looks pretty good...

Did you know?....

My WPM is 78? Damn bitches, I rock.

I don't have diseases...Yet.

I'm not pregnant. It requires sex >_>

I've gotten the highest scores on my tests in school EVER. Again, I rock.

I have constant dehydration issues.

My boyfriend is a wonderful artist and I wish to eat him.

I believe all flowers should be sharp. Seriously, it's like "Happy Mother's Day!" *stab* xD.

Whenever I'm on my perd I'm super horny all the time. Seriously. I'd so jump you.

I have lots of homework to do. That means bye. =D

Alottarandomness. :D I like this color. Perty. Eat more cashews.