hmmm...

So yeah, in PA again...I really like coming up here...but there's been a few things bothering me lately....Still having problems with going to see the kid and what not...also, frickin' ex....-_- I don't know why he still talks to me...It's like, we haven't been together in like a year and whenever I'd try to contact him he'd blow me off...then when I finally am like 'whatever' he messages me. o_O The hell. So I just told him to basically bug off. u_u; It's not like I hate him (maybe) but I can't keep doing this...it makes me feel ...hmm... I don't know exactly...but it can't be healthy o_O If he wants a friendship that's fine, but don't talk to me only when it's convenient for you. Ya know? ~_~ Bah....

Anyways, Suppose to start school in January, early enrollment starts next month, though I am officially registered...Financial Aid seems to have gone through, that's good....Still a few things I need to work out in my personal life...>__>;; But...yeah...

My sister's cat had surgery yesterday...that's odd....o___o; I don't know if I'd have done the same thing in her spot...though I would have wanted to, I just couldn't spend that much on a cat >_<;; Enless I really had it...but I don't believe (actually I know) that she wasn't exactly expecting it to be what it was...and once you spend money trying you kinda don't want to feel like it was for nothing...so I guess it makes sense...Oh well, hopefully he'll be around for a long time ^o^

Err...Not much else...just yeah...tired, so I think that'll be it for now ^_^ Though I don't think I'm really looking forward to leaving here tomorrow ( in fact quite the opposite ) ... I am happy I'll be home with my family again ^o^ Hooray, get to see my precious Kimberly...she's such a good girl ^___^ aww... n__n.... at least one of them is <____> Yep. That's it. :D

Mmhm

In PAAAAAaaaaa. Yep. Don't fucking feel like posting lately. Fucking lame. Seriously. Fuck. So yep. I may do so eventually, but for now, this is all it gets. Things are pretty great though n_n Happy. Entertained. Mmhm. It seems like when I'm up here things don't bother me so much, so that's good o___o; Much better at avoiding agrivating situations...it's called hiding o________________________o... May get to see a certain small one on Saturday. That's good. Makes me happy ^_^ Even thogh certain people may not be too fond of the idea. Too bad. ^___^ Makes me happy...well..not that I may piss someone off, but that I'll actually be able to see her >_o; Mmhm, yep. So yeah, since there's a massive screen, I'm not going to type too much since like, this is, like, my diary. >_> So yeah. That's it for now. Mmhm, yep, bye.

ha. Nice.

AHAHAA. Ya know, I was reading back a few posts, and ya know, I did kinda lose my wallet? Which was what I had been planning to say...But I didn't really 'lose' it. It was STOLLEN from me by an EVIL WENCH. Ldjajds. Yep. Sister. So yeah, n_n just thought it was quite laughable. Ya know, the irony. So yeah, going home in a few days. Hopefully will get to visit Canada before hand. mmhm. Yup.

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Time Spent

So anyways, I can't really edit this font since it seems that the page isn't loading correctly...I'll fix it before I'm done if it ever loads...So yeah, Setsuna leaves pretty soon...It seems like it kinda went by fast...but then again, that's probably because it hasn't been time well spent...I feel like we could have done alot more, but oh well...I think I was a bit of a bitch for the majority of it ~_~ Hopefully we'll be able to go to Cedar point before he leaves on the fifth...I still need to figure out what the hell I'm doing with my life...I get confused alot...It's really difficult..like, trying to figure out what will benifit me more in the long run, ya know? Ah well...I've been feeling a bit more upbeat the last few days...figure the best thing to do is not think about relationship stuff so much, less stress that way. Better not to think about the future of things ~_~...Anyways, it hurts to type in this position, so that's it. n_n yep.

huh?

So, anyways. This is what's up. I'm going to Ohio in two days...well, leaving for there anyways. I won't actually get there until Wednesday...which will be, oh yeah, two days. So yeah, I leave in one day I guess then, right? huh. Yep. So I'll meet Scott. I'm pretty sure since he hasn't really given me any good pictures or let me see him on webcam that I won't even know it's him when I get there. So for all I know some random black guy will hit on me and I'll be all like "yeah, I'm I suppose to go home with you?" o_o so Seriously, like, Scott. You better come up to me and just be like "I love you. Come sleep in my home" Because like, I'd be all like "OKAY =DDD" And it will be awesome, so that's the game plan, okay? u_u So yep. That's how it's going to go down. Anyways, god, there's this little bug flying around the screen and I just can't seem to get it..wait...it's gone....anyways...yep. no wait...it's back..gone...did I kill it? ............. maybe.. so yeah, I'm like, tired. It's like, 3:33am..ahahah...really, it is *points* so yep. . . . tired... Scott went to sleep all early tonight. That's ghey. Cause like, when I'm there, he's going to be all sleeping...and I'm going to be all hyper. Night time is my thing. I love going on walks all late n_n it's wonderful. tired...god...it sucks...I don't even have anything...wait...what was I saying?,,oh yeah, I don't have anything to talk about really...I just felt like posting...But I'm too tired to think of anything to really complain about..even though I really have already complained....ooh...soo...yep...well, anyways...I can't think anymore, so maybe I should go to sleep. I need to pack tomorrow...god...and I was lecturing him before he left...I'm just as bad....specially with the dots....and like...stuff....oh god ;_; I'm like Scott .o. Watch me lose my ...n/m ..not going to jinx it. 'night.

*sigh*

Meh. So anyways. Continuation of earlier. So yeah, more stuff since then. Apparently my friend has cancer. Nice, ay? So yeah...I mean, I didn't think it had bothered me so much, I was actually wondering why I was taking it so well then my stomach starting hurting really bad and I got sick ~_~ So apparently I don't think I'm worried about stuff but it seems to physically affect me. =\ I can't even tell anymore. I'm already stressed about so much shit...it's like, just one more thing to add to the list. So yeah, I'm really worried about it. She's such a good person yet she always seems to go through the worst situation imaginable. Ah well. That's life I suppose. I'm trying to keep my mind off it for now, hopefully she'll be fine. She's stubborn as hell, so I think she'll be okay ^_^

Anyways...yeah...blah. I don't really feel like writting anything...I wonder if Scott ever got time on his phone...meh...it almost seems pointless since he leaves on the first...but oh well....*SIGH* Blah. I don't know what I feel like doing right now. There's nothing really...it's just..boring...and late....but I don't feel like going to sleep just yet...want to listen to some music before I get ready for bed. Otherwise I'll just sit up thinking about everything half the night. I really can't afford to do that since I have so much stuff to do tomorrow. My sister is doing her birthday party thing tomorrow since she didn't have time last week due to different evening events. Also there's a church memorial day thing...yep. Church food. I'm all over that most likekly. So yeah, anyways. I'm about ready for bed I think. I'm pretty tired from the day's events.

So yep. Later.