Progression of life

Omg, I finally figured out how to change this damn font. . . I knew it was possible to do, but for some odd reason it never occured to me to click 'compose'... >_> Shows how my intelligence is slipping. ^^;; So anyways. Let's see... Things have been pretty good lately ^_^ Nothing to complain about. Well, besides my crazy family, but everybody has some little oddities about their home...at least I think so o_O; So I'll just ignore them as always ^o^ Works best that way. No point in complaining about something that will never change @_@

Anyways. It seems like the hostilities between past interests and I have been resolved...if only temporarily. But out with the old in with the new! ha ha...So on with that. He's awesome. Seriously. I'm like, so ridiculously calm all the time now. . . I've actually began to think there's something not normal about how wonderful it all seems. But screw that, I'll just bask in the bliss e_e....Really...It's like I have all the benefits of a fakin' awesome friendship plus...well....more awesome <____> I don't even know how to explain it. It's just...no stress. At all. None... and it seems to be only getting better.....I think most of this post is going to be how awesome he is... But of course if I said who it was it'd totally ruin the current awesomeness aspects ^___^

Anyways...continuing...It's just odd...usually I'm a pretty pushy person when I really like someone...but this time is just different...I'm perfectly content (really 100 times more than ecstatic) about the way things are going. The pace is perfectly perfect for the situation...just a shame he had to be ruined first >_> But maybe his bad past experience will only make things better for us ^^ That's how I'm feeling about it anyways...

I'm a lot more comfortable around him than I've been with anyone else in the past ^_^ Yet I'm still able to hush myself about things that don't matter (but women still nag about anyways)...for the most part...and even though I'm not nagging I'm still able to tell him that they're nagging at me .. heh. Which works perfectly because it stops that little pin that sticks me in the head from popping my brain @_@ ..weird way of putting it I suppose but that's what a women's nagging feels like...fucking flies buzzing right in your ear. -_-' So if it's that annoying to me I'd hate to put a guy I like through all that, lol. ^-^ So thusly that's my reasoning. For what? I don't know, it just sounded right. I just feel like my life has been brightened :D! How awesome is that? I KNOW! Fakin' awesome ^__________________^! I really am in a rediculously good mood.

Anyways, from all this it seems things have been going smoother as far as daily life goes. I don't feel like I have a dragging weight on me ~_~ Ya know, where it's like "I'm just going to sit on the cough all day watching trash tv" thing. o_O Weird. So I totally chopped some tree weeds from the back yard...we'll see if I feel like cleaning up the mess today or tomorrow >_> It depends on if my family gets on me to do it or not. If they do, I'll just..yeah...not finish. I hate it when they tell me to do something I'm already planning to do...especially when it's not even my responsibility -_- Fakin' do it yourself. Geez. Oh well. Enough of that.

School's also going well. There now studying for another test. Hopefully I'll be able to take it tomorrow. Seems my teacher isn't here today. Odd. Guess she just wasnt' feeling well. Kinda sad when she's not here, she really is the best teacher I've had in awhile. Very encouraging ^^! She's just so nice, and I can tell she really cares about how I progress. Well. That's the end of my post, hope you're happy Scott :P Frickin' complain too much about me not posting. I posted twice last month! >_<... Alright, well, yep. Done :DD!

hmmm...

So yeah, in PA again...I really like coming up here...but there's been a few things bothering me lately....Still having problems with going to see the kid and what not...also, frickin' ex....-_- I don't know why he still talks to me...It's like, we haven't been together in like a year and whenever I'd try to contact him he'd blow me off...then when I finally am like 'whatever' he messages me. o_O The hell. So I just told him to basically bug off. u_u; It's not like I hate him (maybe) but I can't keep doing this...it makes me feel ...hmm... I don't know exactly...but it can't be healthy o_O If he wants a friendship that's fine, but don't talk to me only when it's convenient for you. Ya know? ~_~ Bah....

Anyways, Suppose to start school in January, early enrollment starts next month, though I am officially registered...Financial Aid seems to have gone through, that's good....Still a few things I need to work out in my personal life...>__>;; But...yeah...

My sister's cat had surgery yesterday...that's odd....o___o; I don't know if I'd have done the same thing in her spot...though I would have wanted to, I just couldn't spend that much on a cat >_<;; Enless I really had it...but I don't believe (actually I know) that she wasn't exactly expecting it to be what it was...and once you spend money trying you kinda don't want to feel like it was for nothing...so I guess it makes sense...Oh well, hopefully he'll be around for a long time ^o^

Err...Not much else...just yeah...tired, so I think that'll be it for now ^_^ Though I don't think I'm really looking forward to leaving here tomorrow ( in fact quite the opposite ) ... I am happy I'll be home with my family again ^o^ Hooray, get to see my precious Kimberly...she's such a good girl ^___^ aww... n__n.... at least one of them is <____> Yep. That's it. :D

Mmhm

In PAAAAAaaaaa. Yep. Don't fucking feel like posting lately. Fucking lame. Seriously. Fuck. So yep. I may do so eventually, but for now, this is all it gets. Things are pretty great though n_n Happy. Entertained. Mmhm. It seems like when I'm up here things don't bother me so much, so that's good o___o; Much better at avoiding agrivating situations...it's called hiding o________________________o... May get to see a certain small one on Saturday. That's good. Makes me happy ^_^ Even thogh certain people may not be too fond of the idea. Too bad. ^___^ Makes me happy...well..not that I may piss someone off, but that I'll actually be able to see her >_o; Mmhm, yep. So yeah, since there's a massive screen, I'm not going to type too much since like, this is, like, my diary. >_> So yeah. That's it for now. Mmhm, yep, bye.

ha. Nice.

AHAHAA. Ya know, I was reading back a few posts, and ya know, I did kinda lose my wallet? Which was what I had been planning to say...But I didn't really 'lose' it. It was STOLLEN from me by an EVIL WENCH. Ldjajds. Yep. Sister. So yeah, n_n just thought it was quite laughable. Ya know, the irony. So yeah, going home in a few days. Hopefully will get to visit Canada before hand. mmhm. Yup.

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Time Spent

So anyways, I can't really edit this font since it seems that the page isn't loading correctly...I'll fix it before I'm done if it ever loads...So yeah, Setsuna leaves pretty soon...It seems like it kinda went by fast...but then again, that's probably because it hasn't been time well spent...I feel like we could have done alot more, but oh well...I think I was a bit of a bitch for the majority of it ~_~ Hopefully we'll be able to go to Cedar point before he leaves on the fifth...I still need to figure out what the hell I'm doing with my life...I get confused alot...It's really difficult..like, trying to figure out what will benifit me more in the long run, ya know? Ah well...I've been feeling a bit more upbeat the last few days...figure the best thing to do is not think about relationship stuff so much, less stress that way. Better not to think about the future of things ~_~...Anyways, it hurts to type in this position, so that's it. n_n yep.

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So, anyways. This is what's up. I'm going to Ohio in two days...well, leaving for there anyways. I won't actually get there until Wednesday...which will be, oh yeah, two days. So yeah, I leave in one day I guess then, right? huh. Yep. So I'll meet Scott. I'm pretty sure since he hasn't really given me any good pictures or let me see him on webcam that I won't even know it's him when I get there. So for all I know some random black guy will hit on me and I'll be all like "yeah, I'm I suppose to go home with you?" o_o so Seriously, like, Scott. You better come up to me and just be like "I love you. Come sleep in my home" Because like, I'd be all like "OKAY =DDD" And it will be awesome, so that's the game plan, okay? u_u So yep. That's how it's going to go down. Anyways, god, there's this little bug flying around the screen and I just can't seem to get it..wait...it's gone....anyways...yep. no wait...it's back..gone...did I kill it? ............. maybe.. so yeah, I'm like, tired. It's like, 3:33am..ahahah...really, it is *points* so yep. . . . tired... Scott went to sleep all early tonight. That's ghey. Cause like, when I'm there, he's going to be all sleeping...and I'm going to be all hyper. Night time is my thing. I love going on walks all late n_n it's wonderful. tired...god...it sucks...I don't even have anything...wait...what was I saying?,,oh yeah, I don't have anything to talk about really...I just felt like posting...But I'm too tired to think of anything to really complain about..even though I really have already complained....ooh...soo...yep...well, anyways...I can't think anymore, so maybe I should go to sleep. I need to pack tomorrow...god...and I was lecturing him before he left...I'm just as bad....specially with the dots....and like...stuff....oh god ;_; I'm like Scott .o. Watch me lose my ...n/m ..not going to jinx it. 'night.